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September 16th, 2006


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12:27 am
Still nothing. Nothing at all.

...and since my last entry this has been consuming me more and more. Consuming, entirely. My thoughts never seem to be my own, are never focussed on what I should be doing.

I have never known anything like this before.
I have been in love, completely, but have never had these feelings of torment to accompany it. Maybe it is the waiting, the not knowing, the total incomprehensibility of it all, or the fact that what I want seems to be totally unobtainable.

It is driving me to insanity.

And I keep getting urges to just run from wherever I am, run away, curl up in a corner and perish alone with these feelings. At least then this torment would end.

It hurts.

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From:devilrose
Date:September 15th, 2006 05:42 pm (UTC)
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*hugs* to scribemus, i imagine it's awful!

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